It's For You My Dear BFF ♥

Assalamualaikum.

first of all,

00:00, 30 October 2016

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR NURIN JAZLINA BINTI JOEHAN a.k.a MY BESTFRIEND FOREVER! ♥♥♥♥♥♥ [caps lock kau. haha]

kecewa gila sebab sepanjang kita kenal ni je gambar yang aku ada. huhuhu

Happy birthday.. may God bless you and hopefully you can be what you want in your life. thank you for willing to be my friend for 4 years and 10 months. (And still counting) hadiah nanti lepas spm. kita pergi dating dekat KFC ke, Secret Recipe ke. HEHE~

ehem. ada lagi. aku try cakap english sebab nak acah romantik. hahahaha! jk jk
(p/s : guided by sepupu aku)

There is a definitive moment in a person’s life where they become acutely aware of the fact that they found their soul mate. I’m not talking about the person they’ll spend the rest of their days waking up to each morning. I’m talking about the awkward person you didn't like that forced themselves on you in semekap that changed your life forever. So, to that awkward person, my best friend:

Thank you for being you and for letting me be me. Thank you for letting me feel so much like myself when I’m with you. Thank you for not making me wear any masks or put on any fronts. Thank you sharing in my happiest moments, and for genuinely feeling the same; for listening to my saddest stories and radiating compassion and empathy from wherever you are. Thank you for being the only person I ever want to confide in.

Thank you for being the most beautiful person, inside and out. Thank you for making the world a better place, just by being in it. Thank you for making colors a little brighter, sunshine a little warmer, and hugs a little better. Thank you for loving more fiercely than anyone I know. Thank you for defining selfless, always putting others before yourself; you are going to change the world just as much as you have changed mine.

Thank you for the laughs, for the cries, and for everything in between. Thank you for being my rock, my anchor; for keeping me grounded when I feel like I might otherwise blow away. Thank you for all of the things you do, big and small. Thank you for knowing my favorite and what song I would die for. Thank you for always knowing what to say and for being one of life’s best teachers. Thank you for making fun of me when I deserve it, and for loving me when I don’t. Thank you for staying constant in a world full of change, and for keeping some normalcy in a world full of chaos.

Thank you for making sure I didn't get away from you four years ago (time form 1). Thank you for setting the bar so high and making it impossible to find another friend as good as you. Thank you for making the four short years we have been friends feel like forever and for giving me enough memories to last a lifetime, but not ending there. Thank you for making me hurt when I miss you, but for taking the hurt away when I see you. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for the absolute privilege and honor of being able to call you my best friend; thank you for being my person. Thank you for giving me these reasons, and a million more, to be thankful for.

Although we fight for several years, I never forget you. in fact, I always stalk you on twitter. I want to chat with you but I'm afraid if you are still in a hostile mood. I never regret have fight with you. It taught me to learn to be patient and appreciate what you have. but there is still a sense of sadness. We have created many memories almost two years but suddenly the memories erased so only because one man not invited. but eventually you start the conversation. Thank you for still make me as a good friend of you. I hope after this nobody will make us fight again.

Forever and Always,

your friend since 2012.

Love, Fafa.

Words from Qiden

Assalamualaikum

"When you wake up, your whole world's flipped
It's just different and you know you gotta go with it
That's just simply growing up.
And not see it in a negative way, you have to see it as it's been given to you
I mean, as much as times can be crazy you're gonna feel, like that's where you're supposed to be.

You're not gonna feel out of place anymore.
You're gonna feel like that's where you were meant to be.
You don't have to pretend that it's easy all the time
You just let it go and, and grow with it,
And you can't hold on to the old you.
Because you know you change and it's not changing in a bad way it's just changing, because that's what happens in life, you grow up

Everyone moves on, you're just learning.
You stay true to yourself. Changing isn't a bad thing, it never was
But at the end of the day, you know you're the same person.
And, where your heart is, that doesn't change" ♡

Love, Fafa.

#PrayForHSA

Assalamualaikum. hai.

Dah lama tak post pasal al ehwal semasa kan. em. hari ni tergerak hati nak post pasal tragedi yang mendapat perhatian beberapa hari lepas. yup pasal Hospital Sultanah Aminah, Johor Bahru yang terbakar.

Insiden kebakaran Unit Rawatan Rapi (ICU) Hospital Sultanah Aminah di Johor Bahru yang meragut enam nyawa tu adalah kejadian kebakaran besar pertama yang berlaku di hospital itu.

Bagaimanapun, kes itu mencatatkan sebagai tragedi paling buruk membabitkan kehilangan nyawa dalam sejarah kejadian kebakaran hospital di negara ini.

yang paling sedih is, bila ada 6 orang terkorban yang mostly diorang india. dah lah deepavali nak dekat. i just can't imagine macam mana perasaan family dia.

aku ada lah nak share gambar kot korang nak tengok. tapi korang boleh je google kalau nak tengok lebih. aku ada sikit je tu pun dapat dari whatsapp group family. hehehe

and yang paling lega when aku dengar berita ni, nasib baik family aku tak ada yang terlibat. ye, wife kepada sepupu aku ada sorang jadi nurse kat situ. 

Menurut maklumat daripada laman sesawang HSA, hospital yang terletak di Jalan Skudai kira-kira dua kilometer dari pusat bandar Johor Bahru itu dibina pada 1938 bagi menggantikan hospital terawal di daerah itu pada 1882.
Dengan keluasan 98.6 hektar, HSA yang berhampiran Selat Tebrau dan berhadapan dengan Singapura itu mempunyai bangunan hospital setinggi lima tingkat. Direka bentuk oleh syarikat arkitek 'Palmer and Turner', HSA mempunyai dua sayap berbentuk 'T'.
Kini HSA menyediakan 21 perkhidmatan klinikal, sembilan perkhidmatan sokongan klinikal, lima perkhidmatan sokongan bukan klinikal dan tujuh unit di bawah Pengurusan HSA.
Ia juga menjadi pusat rawatan koronari dan pembedahan jantung bagi Wilayah Selatan termasuk Sabah dan Sarawak.
Sehingga 2010, sebanyak 989 buah katil disediakan di HSA bagi menampung jumlah pesakit yang semakin meningkat di negeri itu.

#PrayForHSA

Love, Fafa.

Man of My Dream Comes True ♥

Dear future husband,

When I was a little girl I would always dream about my hero. He was that kind of little girl fantasy that seemed perfect. My hero was strong, loving and fairy tale exquisite. But, as I grew up, I never dreamed that I would actually find my hero, until I know you.

Sayang, you are my everything I always dreamed about. I am still half waiting to wake up from the most wonderful fantasy I could ever chance upon. You, my love, are living proof that dreams really do come true. Every little detail, every little perfection I ever hoped for, you embody. Even more than that, you are superior to any dream I could ever envision.

But you are not some momentary conjuring of my imagination, you are real. How did I ever get so lucky to have found the actual man of my dreams? I feel as if, in some way, we are connected. Through all of my hopes and dreams, you and I were pulled together for a dreamy fit. As if the heavens looked down upon my dreams while I slept and molded my dreams into a reality, manifesting my musing into you, my love. I can’t help but believe that your presence in my life is of a divine nature, you are just too wonderful.

Now we are together. I consider myself very lucky, truly blessed to be with you… You are my dream come true. I could not imagine my life without you, Sayang. My love for you grows every day, it matures and become stronger, fuller.

You are the man of my dreams, and I want you to know that I love everything about you. To me, you are my perfect hero and much, much more. I feel as if you are my past and my future. You have always been with me, and I will always be with you. Please stand by me always and cheer me up.

I love you with all my heart and I will cherish you until the day I draw my last breath. ♥

Seminar SPM Berita Harian x Perodua

Draft : 26 Spetember 2016

Assalamualaikum…. Hahaha serius lah ni post ke berapa entah aku post dalam hari ni. Tak apa lah, sudi sudikan lah baca blog aku yang banyak gila merepek ni. Yelah dah habis trial. Sementara menanti masa bertemu Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia 2016, kena redakan hati lah.

Eh, aku bukan nak post pasal SPM dekat sini. Aku nak cerita pasal seminar SPM yang aku pergi baru-baru ni. 24/25 september kalau tak silap aku. (maaf makcik ni pelupa orangnya)

Seminar tu berlangsung dekat Perodua Learning Centre, Rawang. (technically dekat Serendah.)

Aku tak tahu lah kenapa aku rasa malas gila nak cerita dengan lebih detail pasal seminar ni. Apa yang aku nak conclude is hari pertama P. Kamalanathan datang. And second day, aku dapat ramai kawan baru yang semuanya lelaki. LOL!

Nah lah, aku belanja gambar.

ye, hakak kejang kena electric shock. HAHAHAHA

budak bandar baru batang kali tapi aku tak sure siapa nama dia. LOL!

p/s : because i had a bad internet connection, so aku akan update post ni. so stay tuned~

LOVE, FAFA

Birthday Salman and Sambutan Hari Kemerdekaan

Draft Post : 9 September 2016

Assalamualaikum semua! Sekejap je dah bulan 9. Maksudnya SPM dah nak dekat. **nangis**

Trial pun dah lepas. Biasalah. Tak ada gagal and semua lulus WooooOOooOooO.

Tapi tetap takut nak hadap the REAL SPM weh!

Okay aku taknak panjangkan cerita SPM yang buat hati aku bernanah ni. Just hari ni aku nak story about birthday Salman a.k.a somebody special (not-really-special actually). Lol! Wuu fafa dah ada somebody special. Cayalah weh. (hek eleh.. crush je pun. Hahahaha)

Hmm. Macam mana nak cerita eh?

Oh okay, latar masa dirakamkan pada 9 September 2016 bertempat di SMK Kuala Kubu Bharu..

Eh, macam nota dalam buku rujukan komsas je, aduh duh duh.

Haish cerita jelah.

Actually, aku dah lama plan benda ni. Since bulan 4 camtu. Tapi aku takut tak jadi je. So aku pun diamkan jelah. Tapi dua minggu sebelum birthday dia, masa trial spm kot.... aku cakap dengan Adam Aiman. Weh bahagia gila weh bila ada jugak orang yang sudi nak tolong aku. Tapi lagi bahagia bila ada tangan tambahan yang turut menghulur bantuan. Thanks Nelly ♥!!!!

Tapi, ada perkara saspen yang berlaku….

4 Hari sebelum birthday celebration tu, hadiah yang sepatutnya sampai tak sampai lagi buat aku cuak je. Memanglah kek je pun dah cukup. Tapi aku nak bagi hadiah tanda ingatan. Haih. Dia punya lambat… akhirnya sampai time hari yang aku nak celebrate tu. Aku baru plan nak balut hadiah. Segan lah aku kalau orang nampak aku bagi hadiah tu dekat dia. (lagi malu bila aku dapat tau kotak hadiah tu bentuk love. Ahh tak guna!}

Tiba hari yang aku tunggu,

Kebetulan mak aku sedekah nasi lemak untuk satu kelas. Heaven diorang weh! Hahahahahahaha!

And kebetulan lagi, haritu ada majlis penutupan Bulan Kemerdekaan so semua boleh pakai baju bebas. Whee~ lagi meriah lah birthday party kau, Man.

Pagi tu, bila dia sampai je, aku bagi sebungkus nasi lemak dekat dia and kata “Happy birthday Salman. Nah hadiah yang pertama.” Dia senyum je. (aku tak faham do dengan dia ni, kuat senyum betul.

Lepastu adam sampai, basah lencun oii~ (oh ye haritu hujan lebat sampaikan program pun kena buat dalam dewan yang sempit nokharom.) adam suruh aku ambilkan hadiah tu dalam beg dia. Bila aku bukak je hadiah yang berbalut plastic poslaju tu, menjerit aku bila tengok kotak tu bentuk love.

Malulah aku kot. Tapi aku cuba jugak buat muka tak malu. And aku bagi dia kotak tu pun sorok-sorok je.

Nak elak malu, aku pun cepat-cepat turun pergi dewan.

**3 JAM KEMUDIAN**

Habis je program, aku rush naik kelas then ambik kek and grab sesiapa je yang ada dekat situ nak tolong aku handle kek birthday yang tak berapa nak besar tu. Nasib baik ada si Mami tu (jangan Tanya aku kenapa orang panggil dia mami.) dah nyalakan lilin, aku pun bawak kek tu masuk kelas. I’M SO FXXKING MALU GILA WEH! Dia senyum je. Yang paling buat aku rasa terharu bila dia masih tersenyum dan tak mempersoalkan apa yang aku buat. Well, walaupun dia tak cakap terima kasih for everything yang aku buat ni, yeaa, but I’m still happy for making him happy. Aku sempat jugak cakap dekat dia ni hadiah no 3. The last birthday present coming up next.

Lepas dia potong kek tu, 

Lepas semua classmates aku yang kuat makan ni dah kenyang, aku pun serah la dekat dia hadiah terakhir. Kek Chocolate Indulgent Secret Recipe. Hehehehe~

Aku ingatkan yang dah kenyang tu remain kenyang. Eh tak rupanya. Lapar balik. Aduih. Aku pun buat lah sign suruh dia bagi. Kesian pulak yang kebulur tu. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

So lepastu Papa Jui masuk kelas and bergambar lah lagi. Hahahaha~

So, the conclusion is, aku nak ucapkan terima kasih dekat Adam Aiman yang first sekali offer nak tolong aku manage birthday Party Salman. Secondly, thanks to Nelly yang susah-susah cari kek untuk aku. LOVE YOU NELL!!!! And thanks to Khairulsham a.k.a Mami sebab tolong aku handle kek.

THANKS TO EVERYBODY YANG TAK MENCUBA NAK SPOILT KAN MOOD AKU HARI TU AND BEING GILA-GILA. THANKS AGAIN WEH!

p/s : nasib baik ada somebody tu tak datang, kalau tak bernanah mata dia tengok aku jiwang habis. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA!!!!!!!!

p/s lagi : aku malas nak tayang gambar. sorry. HAHAHAHAHAH!

LOVE, FAFA